Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Insomnia
Maybe it's a case of old habits die hard, maybe it's a case of blind loyalty, but all I know is that P has had such a profound influence on me that I could never go back to being who I used to be.
I'll admit that I am afraid. Afraid of losing out, afraid of regretting my decision, afraid of forgetting what it was like to be with him, afraid of no longer being a part of his life.
And then I realized that what I really need is to be alone, to have time to think about what I want in life and to be free of unnecessary complications.
I hope you can respect that.
Labels: confession, love, memories, tokyo
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